A lot of "life" stuff hit me at once, and my first instinct was to go hermit. The wager with frigg kept me from being able to do that, so I broke it. In my troubled mind, my breaking the contract equated with my disappearance from LJ; however, what I had in fact told her was that if *she* ever broke the wager I would disappear. (I know that sounds really mean [and I am mean] and unfair, but I had to prove her wrong that I would be *addicted* to LJ).
I'm still not addicted, but I'm staying.